Today is a big day

Everyone arrives today!!! In a few short hours this wedding is going to seem very real . Everyone is asking if we're nervous yet and we aren't quite sure why cause the only thing we're nervous about is giving our speech at the reception. But ask me tonight if I'm nervous and you might get a different story. Seeing everyone and knowing that they came all this way just for me and Travis....maybe I'll be a little nervous. Now the real preparations are starting. Picking up flowers and tux's and getting pedicures and going to rehersals. It's overwhemling at times but I think I'm holding it together pretty well. I'm not a bridezilla but my stress comes out in the form of tears not yelling. So far I've had 2 wedding meltdowns and I fully expect to have one on Friday as well. That's pretty normal though, isn't it?